You Don’t Have to Be The Next Oprah
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NEXT As a kid I wanted to be an Olympic figure skater or swimmer. Which made no sense considering I hate the cold almost as much as I hated getting up on Saturday mornings for swim meets when everyone else was at slumber parties. Oh, and I wasn’t very good at either sport. I just so desperately wanted a THING. You know, that talent that you’re known for, that purpose in life that defines you. I didn’t want to be just good at something, I wanted to be GREAT.
It’s been a bit of an obsession, being great. The desperate need and search for it has made me semi-miserable for most of my adult life. When I discovered I could build a career around beauty, a subject matter I never dreamed could pay the bills, I was all in. I built this blog and collaborated on two skincare lines. I even put my name on this website and those products. I loved every minute of it, including the thought that maybe I was finally going to be great at something. Because being “great” would mean I’d worked hard enough. That I was talented enough. That I was good enough. For myself, for the world, for whoever had thought of or treated me otherwise. I look back on this flawed thought process with equal parts sadness and compassion. Sadness that I thought being really good at something would keep me safe and happy. Compassionate because instead of making me happy, striving for greatness made me really tired and disconnected from myself.
I’m only now shifting my focus from trying to be great to trying to be open to life’s possibilities. That, of course, scares the hell out of me. What if I’m not successful with whatever this new mindset brings? What if I lose everything because I’m too busy finding myself? During a recent freak out session along those lines, my boyfriend/spirt animal/personal Yoda responded: “You don’t have to be the next Oprah.” And the biggest wave of relief washed over me. I don’t want to be great anymore; I want to be the greatest version myself, whoever she is.
typography // jenna kutcher
What a great post, I am printing this out for my teenage daughter!
You are so right….haven’t many of us tried in so many ways to be standouts though failing to achieve our desired results
…thanks for validating that indeed “You are Enough”
because you are. Love and Peace to you!
Thank you, Patt! You are definitely not alone and I think it’s because while we focus on a desired outcome, it’s more important to look at the FEELING we are trying to achieve—that doesn’t often come from traditional “accomplishments.”
This morning as I woke I actually heard the words “you are enough.” It was such a sweet little statement from God and I can hardly believe that going through Pinterest I saw this post that you released less than 24 hours before I heard that statement. Each of us is enough because God made us that way from the beginning. Thank you for writing this and sharing it. It was brave and will inspire others. God bless you!
You are so right. We should just try to be the best possible version of ourselves. Not just try to be great to be great.
If there is one thing I have begun to learn in this thing called life is that we are Perfect just the way we are, right here, right now!! Things can change in a blink of an eye so enjoy the present moments fully!! xx. 🙂
I totally know what you feel and I’m very happy you wrote this post. Thank you.
Francesca
a.k.a Frankie Grrr
BOO !! your starting winter and i am full speed ahead into spring its funny it like the one time of year both heeprihmses kind of dress the same! xx